Cherry !
Hey hey.
I am a weird, crazy eccentric girl. I do weird stuff like being drunk and blab craps out not to mention walking wobbly when I'm not in a good mood although I swear I did NOT take any alcoholic stuff. I'm also immature and tend to do things without processing through my tiny brain. Usually you can see me daydreaming and staring into empty spaces, but that's because my mind is thinking and spinning so fast I forgot to move.

Dear readers, this blog is private. It's just a little diary where I record my stuff so I can keep my best friendS up-to-date about me and also where I can spill my feelings to. This ain't meant for anyone else to read. Keep that in mind...especially if you're a boy

-That's me
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OMG! OMG! OMG!
Freaking out here...hello? Can anyone help me? God! Life ISN'T like a fairytale, but it's like a storybook instead. (kinda)

When he confess to me...this book just hits my mind. And I happen to read it just days before he confess. Well , you know the book I recommended? Lucy in the Sky...talks about complicated relation and stuff? It's about a girl, Lucy. She had a boyfriend, James. Then she went back to her hometown, Sydney after 9 years to participate in a marriage of her best friend Molly and Sam, the one-time love of her life. Then she met Sam's brother, Nathan and the chemistry thing just happen even though she had James waiting for her back in England. She couldn't help comparing James and Nathan in her mind. Lawyer, surfer. Two years older, two years younger. Job, no job. London, Sydney.

Ugh, talk about coincidence. Here I am, stuck between both of them even though G is my boyfriend and V is my so-called brother. G and V. Head-prefect, prefect. One year older, one year younger. Academic okay, academic not. And no, I doubt chemistry happen between me and V but still....my heart is just so messed up right now. I don't want things to end up hurting everyone and me being a slut. WTF, that is so NOT me. For once, I thank God for this holiday, so I can escape the awkwardness and everything and clear my head if I could. As if this could help me but he confess 4 hours after the day of his Birthday ends. WTH...

I don't know WTH am I thinking because if I'm totally in love I wouldn't have this feeling right? The feeling of fear I might hurt someone or hesitation or whatever is it. Sigh* Listen(see) up readers, whatever you read in this blog, let's just keep this thing between you and me, okay? And if any of you I mentioned above reads this and got hurt, I'm sorry kay, I don't mean to hurt anyone but I'm feeling confuse right now.