“I thought Fairytales was real”
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Friday, October 15, 2010 || 2:51 AM

I have never thought my friends understand m so well. In this relationship, my friends saw how much my family affected me. Min Jin told me, Pineapple says that I hate boys. Okay well not exactly hate but I just don't really mix with boys although I do have
boy friendS. And that happens because I was affected by my dad. I'm
incapable of truly loving someone, not because I'm les or that boy doesn't like me, but because
I'm a monster. A monster that will probably be single for the rest of her like, until she learns to trust the opposite gender again.
In school, I live in a circle of friends. We grow up together and face the challenges together. I can't stand to think of the future because I know one day we'll be leaving everyone to walk on out own path and chase our dream. It's either now (form 3) or later when we graduated. It's a sooner or later kind of thing but in the and it's still the same. Forever never lasts. I've never believe in forever. I afraid of leaving this family of friends. They understand me so much and they always lookout for me. They know how to cheer me up when I'm sad and protect me from things I've don't like. I dreaded the day when we all will be gone.
I love you guys so so so much!